It is so bittersweet and overwhelming to think that tomorrow my sweet son will be 1 years old. I am having such a hard time grasping the fact that he is no longer a baby!
I think back to a year ago when we were on our way to the hospital. I cried because I was so worried that something would go wrong. And even though I didn't have the birth experience that I had wanted it was perfect. It was perfect because in the end I had a perfect angel in my arms.
When Malachi was born we had a hard time bonding. But boy are we close now! He is the happiest boy I have ever met. He constantly smiles and makes me happy. He makes Matthew and I both happy.
Child birth reminds me of life in a way. There's a lot of pain and suffering but in the end I will get to see paradise! And that's what Malachi is to me... A little piece of paradise. He is our sweet angel.. Our tiny hiny.... Our little messenger of God. He has done nothing but bring joy to our life. He has made me realize what the important things are in life. He has brought me closer to God and he has made me a better person.
I will post pictures this weekend.
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